Dating Amanda: Shoestring Romance

Dating Amanda: Shoestring Romance: A lot of guys I know whine complain about how women will date them as long as they pay for the dates. There is even the ever popular view th...

Doomsday.

There is something that will always make me cry and it is this scene from Doctor Who.  The Doctor and Rose separate into different dimension never to be able to to see each other again.  I didn't get into Doctor Who until it hit the air waves with the 9th incarnation of the Doctor so for me this was the first time ever really seeing the Doctor really in love.  It was a heartbreaking moment and for some reason I felt the urge to type something up quick about this.  I am going to put up another blog this evening hopefully with some more substance who knows it may be Doctor Who related or it could be something completely different.

M

I am a Manatee

I am a Manatee I am a gentle creature that in the water is graceful and relaxed but on land would be crushed under its on massive weight.  That is how I felt yesterday when I got out of the pool.  I went swimming, and I mean real swimming not just floating around in a wading pool, for the first time in years and it was great floating in the water was most most relaxed I have felt in a long time.  Also you work out a good deal of muscles just treading water or directing yourself around the pool.

However after two hours in the pool my body had gotten use to being supported by the water and when I went to climb out of the pool I was made painfully aware of how heavy I have gotten.  I have lost some weight in the last few weeks but not nearly enough.  My body groaned and creaked as my into structure worked to try to get use to carrying the weight normally again.  I vowed that I would keep moving forward and would now start working some exercise into my routine no matter what.  No more excuses this is me being punched in the face and realizing I am a manatee and I don't want to be one.


M

A Man Of Few Deeds.

I was driving in my car this morning when a song came on my MP3 player that I haven't listened to in a long time it is called "Here Me Now" by Hollywood Undead and there is a line in the song it is a very simple line "A man of many words but a man of few deeds."  I heard that line today on the way to work and it hit me, that is a perfect description of me.  I have all these big plans and talk that I have all these big feeling about things but honestly the more I think about it I don't actually ever follow that talk up with any actually deeds.  No wonder it seems that everyone in my life is miserable all the time.  It seems that everyone that relies on me for anything is unhappy.  I was going somewhere with this post but I give up on it.

A Promise To My Face.

I use to have this awesome beard that is pictured above.  I then made the horrible mistake of shaving it down to stubble now I am stuck starting over and I look at this picture and I cry I miss my shaggy best friend.  Nothing compares to the comforting feeling of having a beard and I don't mean on of those little douche-bag chinstrap things or thin bear that is just long enough to give an even coat I am talking about a real beard.  A beard you can tug on with both hands a beard that you can find things in after a long night of drinking and go "Where the F@%& did that come from and what is it."  That is what I am heading back for that is much more.  Hurry up beard come back to me I promise to never shave you again.

Sincerely M

I want to blog.

I want to blog but I am having a hard time finding something worth wild to blog about I mean nothing really eventful has happened to me in the two weeks. I do have one little bit of good news I went to a cookout at my moms house last night for the 4th of July and I had a veggie burger with a slice of tomato and mustard and some corn on the cob that is it.  I bypassed the macaroni salad, the pie and the ice cream.  I was incredibly proud of myself it isn't often that I can get myself into that kind of frame of mine.

Now to a bummer news the brakes in my car are starting to go I mean squealing and groaning like you would not believe I am just hoping that they hold up till I can afford to get them fixed.  It is very embarrassing driving the car as it is but I don't really have any options at this point.  Every time I press my brake pedal it is very loud and annoying. I am hoping to be able to get them fixed next weekend.  They just  need to hold off till then.  Well I am going to head off of this and hopefully this is enough of a blog to just keep things going.  I am hoping to have more to post later.

M