Man I really thought I was going to die. I had a horrible stomach virus or something not really sure what it was but I made me feel like I was dying. I went to work yesterday just trying to suffer through it thinking that I could make it through. I was sadly mistaken by 1:00 PM I was falling a part. I was sitting at my desk sweating and in an incredible amount of pain. Luckily my bosses are amazing and they let me go home at like 3:00 PM. I went home and just slept on the couch pretty much all evening. This morning though when I woke up I felt almost back to normal and it made the thought of going to work actually enjoyable.
Look I just traveled through time and it is the next day... Haha started this blog on Tuesday and will maybe complete this on Wednesday. Nothing new really happened last night except that I think I am finding great and wonderful ways of screwing myself up and failing. I just cant seem to stop eating crappy foods and feeling crappy. I am going to try to be honest with myself. I have been having problems with Reese's cups because someone gave me like 7 bags of them that they bought on clearance after Halloween for the kids to consume but I took a bag to work and have been living off that stupid mentality that once they are gone I things will be so much easier even though I know that is not the case. Oh well I don't know.
