The New Year

Well so the new year is upon us and I finally caved in and got myself an iPhone and I hate to admit it but I totally love it.  I had been one of the biggest voices in my circle of friends and co-workers against the iPhone for the fact that they controlled what kind of apps made it into the market place so in my opinion it limited the third party options well I discovered that having that kind of control makes it so that the apps you add to your device wont utterly bog it down.  In my android days I would load my phones up with apps and they would eventually crash and force close and the phone would just reboot all the time.  If you know what you are doing the customizability of an android device can be a great thing but honestly I never really know what I am doing so the same thing that first attracted me to android phone eventually pushed me away from it.  OK well that is enough about that.

So over the holiday I lost a friend.  He was a guy that I honestly didn't think I would become as good of a friend to as I became.  He was also not much older than me and where as he did live a very hard life with years of alcoholism that probably contributed to his death (they don't know exactly how he died yet).  His body was found early in the morning so it looks like he went in his sleep.  Our lives do not parallel in really any way I do drink but not at any kind of regular frequency but it still made me think about the fact that I am not healthy.  I am incredibly overweight and feel that I am only a few pounds away from having a heart attack.  Since I have this new iPhone I all of these tools to help me be more organized I am going to try to take advantage of it and get my shit together.  I am not going to make a new years resolution because the second I do that I fail.  I am just going to try harder to be a better person a healthier person.  A person that will be around longer for my ghouls (girls).  Well I don't have much else to say at this moment but I am going to try to also keep things more up to date here.

Blessed Be.
M