Well had to take a sick day from work yesterday. Wednesday night I felt like there was a ball of razor-wire stuck in the back of my throat. It was hard to breath and the pain, I felt, was going to drive me insane. I took yesterday off of work and made so to take some good cold medicine and that I had a nice bag of cough drops on hand at all times. Last night I was actually able to sleep the whole night through and it was a wonderful thing. When I woke up this morning I was able to swallow and breath without feeling like I was going to die. It was a great thing. Something that was really funny was the first thing I thought when my throat started hurting was "Man I am glad that I don't smoke anymore. That would suck."
I have been 29 weeks and 4 days without a smoke. It is interesting because I never thought that I would be able to quit and the fact that all it took was me deciding to not stop that one morning to get smokes on my way to work.
I am thinking that this weekend is going to be a cleaning weekend. Yesterday I did nothing all day so I feel that I need to move around and make up for it today. I also ate a lot of food last night once my throat started feeling better. Going to use that to move on to my next segment of this post. I realize that I had this incredible will power to stop smoking I just one day said ok I am done. Most people would say that my will power is very strong to be able to do that. If I can do that why cant I have the will power to get to the gym or to not stuff my face with food on an hourly basis. That is my big question and that is the next step I need to take in my life. Finding a way to direct that will power into losing weight that is what I am working on right now. Well I am going to do some work and hopefully I will get some more blogging in later today if I happen to come across anything interesting to talk about.
M.
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